21th of April

Today’s word: lavacious, to describe someone that is very flirty and sensual, but I can’t find it in the dictionary... invented word??  

Zoe from the Pantry taught me a word as well: cunt. Thanks Zoe.

Even a customer participated, healing my informal vocabulary with the word wench, which is used as woman in a negative connotation.

Simone took me and two Italian girls, friends of his, to Santoré, an Italian restaurant on Exmouth Market Street, situated at a distance of two Bus stops from Clerkenwell Road on which is The Modern Pantry. We had good conversations and good food, later than I’d have wished considering my early work shifts (7:30 AM). Thus, Simone started calling me Grandma instead of Mom – I’m not sure I like it!

Simone is tired of London and tired of his job. He says it is time for him to make a move. He always has something pushing him not to stay too long at the same place with the same people. I know this thing and I told him:

“Something is missing. What’s missing?

-          A girl.”

We had a long chat about love, about ideas increased in our head, directing our way to act since always: ideas to forget to live. Then he kissed me. And I did not repulse him for the first time because I was confused, surrounded by ideas I was trying to get rid of.